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I'm tired of this shit that's fallen on my family. Both my Parents have something wrong with them, Doctors can't do shit for them and I'm stuck in this mess wondering what will happen to them, along with my Dad almost about to quit his job and I want to change my main course in College.
I don't know how any of my friends on here or anywhere can help me or give hope but I would greatly appreciate that. Any of my close friends who have my number, if you wanna talk to me, I would do it now so you won't forget to because I tend to everyday with too much shit in my head to remember.
Sorry. Its not any of ur fault. It's no ones. I just personally gotta say I hate my life right now and I'm sure any of you do as well. One friend's move from a location, another's family passing, and here I am, suffering from depression with my Parent's sickness, work quitting and pressure with my future.
I'm sorry, I hate putting this off my chest but I can't hide it any longer. If no one wants to listen, I don't care. Anyone can come on here and tell me to quit crying and being some push over. I'm not, I'm Human like everyone else to tell their feelings.
Hope you guys are doing better then I am.
I don't know how any of my friends on here or anywhere can help me or give hope but I would greatly appreciate that. Any of my close friends who have my number, if you wanna talk to me, I would do it now so you won't forget to because I tend to everyday with too much shit in my head to remember.
Sorry. Its not any of ur fault. It's no ones. I just personally gotta say I hate my life right now and I'm sure any of you do as well. One friend's move from a location, another's family passing, and here I am, suffering from depression with my Parent's sickness, work quitting and pressure with my future.
I'm sorry, I hate putting this off my chest but I can't hide it any longer. If no one wants to listen, I don't care. Anyone can come on here and tell me to quit crying and being some push over. I'm not, I'm Human like everyone else to tell their feelings.
Hope you guys are doing better then I am.
After School, what's next?
Well I been out of school for about maybe 2 weeks I wanna say? Well I'm already decided what I wanna do, of course and that is to be a computer tech, but the community college will hopefully get me ready or else I'm going for a tech school. Either way, I want to get my education so I can be wealthy enough to be happy. I want things to work out, even for my friends.
Also, this summer I'll be asking my friend Mia out now. I been in love with her for some time since one of our great dates and we have had no arguments or issues or complaints. Everything has come full circle as something beautiful and unique. Like us. So I'm going to get her some
Living as I can but hope never leaves
I been doing ok so far. Right now the drama I have is forgetting things and my Dad getting surgery this week so I hope he will be alright, which I know he will but he's putting his fears more on him then he should but I understand why, and I feel bad.
I can't do much but I'll always be there for him.
Also, I been a guardian for a good friend lately. She's a sweetheart and I'm not dating her, because of age and friendship, along with college coming soon after I finish School, but I have been taking care of her and making sure she does the right thing, like eating right and seeing me to talk to when something happens to her. She's autistic a
Update and Re-post of last Journal
Update: Well for me I just been stress. Mainly because of torment of someone who cannot think like me and because of what he has without using treatment, I have to suffer because of it and it's complete bullshit.
Other then that, I just been wanting to write and maybe do something different. Surprisingly too I been burnt out on gaming for awhile (Excluding my Ipod Touch, which probably did 50% of the reason) and I just been listening to more death metal and other types of bands so if you need a playlist of music, something angry and dark or maybe something softer, ask me and I'll take a look at my past playlist stuff and my playlist today an
A new short story I'm really excited to make
I was playing Klonoa 2 on stream yesterday with my friend ~eV13il (https://www.deviantart.com/ev13il) and we were kinda chatting about the ending and final boss on King of Sorrow on the level Terminus of Tears (I'm gonna use that name and the word Terminus more often now), and I told Veronica, "What if Klonoa 2 had a much more darker tone and Klonoa decided not to exactly help King, but defeat him entirely?"
Lets think about it.
First, King does tell Klonoa he brought him to Lunatea to atone the world for it's sins, because it ignores the fact that Sorrow exists, and that King even exists. But King of Sorrow does have sins of his own. Pride and Wrath, and a little bit of
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Sorry to hear about your parents, and I know how hard this must be on you. You need to be even stronger now, for both you AND them 